The last 6-12 months I haven’t been anywhere near as active on the blog as I would have liked. Basically I took a bit of a hiatus. I had so much going on in my life that I didn’t have the emotional or mental energy to deal with the blog. At some stages in life you have more going on than others and it turns out that the last 6-12 months were super hectic for me. Nonetheless I’ve come out the other end I feel a better person. Having said that I’ve definitely become more cynical and have a harder edge but that’s life.
What I’ve learnt is that you really have to enjoy the great times because they won’t last forever. You also need to understand that there will be tough stages in life also. We all go through them but it’s important to just keep on fighting on.
How it has impacted my sexuality is that my sex drive decreased. Over the last couple of months I feel that my sex drive has slowly been coming back though and now it’s as big as ever. These things take time and life is all about momentum, change doesn’t happen in an instant. It took months to get to feel like myself again but I’m back now and feel that I’m myself again.
Going forward I can’t wait to explore my sexuality more with vibrators, dildos and some kinkier stuff like butt play. Who knows ho kinky I’ll get? The journey will be a lot of fun and there’ll be plenty of orgasms along the way so stay tuned.